I'm feeling like this now. I just want to sit in a corner and sort out my thoughts.
I'm having an internal conflict now which I must fight on my own. It's hard. I've been fighting for almost a year. I'm so tired and about to give up again, but I will not. hopefully. Will not let this monster put me in misery. Get up girl. I'm sick of this. It's time I completely get you out of my head.
I'm feeling like this now. I just want to sit in a corner and sort out my thoughts.
I'm having an internal conflict now which I must fight on my own. It's hard. I've been fighting for almost a year. I'm so tired and about to give up again, but I will not. hopefully. Will not let this monster put me in misery. Get up girl. I'm sick of this. It's time I completely get you out of my head.
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
my sunshine
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: Emz, 22 June.