Could you see those sadness in her eyes?
Heyoo~
I didn't have school today because it's thanksgiving! Yesterday was half-day too. I don't think any other schools are like that. Yayyy.
I was planning to study hard in this "long" weekend, hopefully I accomplish that.. Yesterday I didn't do anything but sleep because this week has been HECTIC.
So I thought, "Nevermind I should just rest and relax and start tomorrow."
Annnndd, this morning I woke up at 8, yet I didn't do anything until 3+. It's 6 now. I just did finish my math homework and hour ago which was actually very little only. Yeah..
I had tests three days in a row this week. My other classmates had four in a row though, heh.
Different humanities subject.
I don't even want to think what will happen when common test period comes. I think I'll faint. Every day also will have test. The last two years were fine but now O's is approaching so fast and creepily I'm freaked out. Exhausting too.
You know when you've been having normal plain ol' days, but one day you feel like everyone is against you even though you didn't do anything?
Like, suddenly everyone starts doing something you don't like to you. How annoying that is.
But, don't let your mood be affected because of it. It may just be all in the mind.
Stay positive and if you can't or they just keep doing things that you hate, just stay away from people for awhile. I really feel like exploding sometimes and just raging at that person when he/she keeps saying/doing things which I dislike and knows it but wouldn't stop!
That feeling of just wanting to slap that person or just shout to make him/her stop..
But don't. No. Don't do that. It's just a moment of fury and bad mood that you will certainly regret if you do it. It'll make the relationship bad and stuff.. Nothing good will come out of it.
I've learn that unless they really go overboard, tell them nicely but seriously. I've been saying it in a jokingly way because I don't want to offend them. Yet, it doesn't work and they don't get that I mean business.
So, now I know I must say it seriously, then I can be taken seriously.
Well, I don't know if this helped.. but even if it's a teeny little bit, I'm glad! People can't change you, cause you areyou. You change for the better and not for others.
The time I take to write a blog post is so long even when it's just a short post.. How long do you bloggers take?
Could you see those sadness in her eyes?
Heyoo~
I didn't have school today because it's thanksgiving! Yesterday was half-day too. I don't think any other schools are like that. Yayyy.
I was planning to study hard in this "long" weekend, hopefully I accomplish that.. Yesterday I didn't do anything but sleep because this week has been HECTIC.
So I thought, "Nevermind I should just rest and relax and start tomorrow."
Annnndd, this morning I woke up at 8, yet I didn't do anything until 3+. It's 6 now. I just did finish my math homework and hour ago which was actually very little only. Yeah..
I had tests three days in a row this week. My other classmates had four in a row though, heh.
Different humanities subject.
I don't even want to think what will happen when common test period comes. I think I'll faint. Every day also will have test. The last two years were fine but now O's is approaching so fast and creepily I'm freaked out. Exhausting too.
You know when you've been having normal plain ol' days, but one day you feel like everyone is against you even though you didn't do anything?
Like, suddenly everyone starts doing something you don't like to you. How annoying that is.
But, don't let your mood be affected because of it. It may just be all in the mind.
Stay positive and if you can't or they just keep doing things that you hate, just stay away from people for awhile. I really feel like exploding sometimes and just raging at that person when he/she keeps saying/doing things which I dislike and knows it but wouldn't stop!
That feeling of just wanting to slap that person or just shout to make him/her stop..
But don't. No. Don't do that. It's just a moment of fury and bad mood that you will certainly regret if you do it. It'll make the relationship bad and stuff.. Nothing good will come out of it.
I've learn that unless they really go overboard, tell them nicely but seriously. I've been saying it in a jokingly way because I don't want to offend them. Yet, it doesn't work and they don't get that I mean business.
So, now I know I must say it seriously, then I can be taken seriously.
Well, I don't know if this helped.. but even if it's a teeny little bit, I'm glad! People can't change you, cause you areyou. You change for the better and not for others.
The time I take to write a blog post is so long even when it's just a short post.. How long do you bloggers take?
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
my sunshine
links exchanged opened! just tag me but link me first
: Emz, 22 June.